Wasteful Wishing for Halcyon Days
I had a period of time in my youth in which I was free, and I filled that free time with the study of God and the Bible. That time has come and gone; I am now a husband, a father, an employee, and a home owner. My time is scarce, sold to the highest bidder. Some part of me has been putting off deep theological study waiting for days when things will slow down and I will find myself with an abundance of time. What a fool I have been; I will likely have no such time until I retire or die, and I cannot wait that long to resume my studies. I shall have to study deep, but in short intervals. Maybe that will be enough, for now.